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emotionally irrational

i am not really a gal that is prone to mood swings. you can generally find me on an even keel, well balanced, very grounded.

lately, however, several circumstances have arisen that have caused my emotions to go haywire. one minute i am happy-go-lucky, glad to be alive, counting my blessings; the next minute i am feeling as if the world is falling apart, everything is going wrong, life is spinning out of control. and, let's just say that having x-chromosomes isn't really helping things out this week either.

so as you can imagine, this is quite a juxtaposition.

i feel as if i'm going crazy.
i really do.

i am feeling needy and whiny, and it's making me nuts. who are you, and what have you done with maria?! please report any information on her whereabouts immediately to unleashed.squarespace.com.

Posted on Sunday, July 25, 2004 at 10:59PM by Registered Commentermdog | Comments5 Comments

Reader Comments (5)

maria, you are going through depression from being isolated from close friends. the honeymoon with the plains is over for sure, and there's a lot of decisions being made where the close friend/s neglected to consult you! feeling of helplessness, etc. it's a tough spot but know that even if you are alone, you're not really alone. most people are either depressed, crazy, or completely lonely. it's true....

Jul 26, 2004 at 02:42AM | Unregistered CommenterRachel
thanks, rachel. you're right, i'm feeling a lack of control and not in the best mindset. not a fun place to be.

so, exactly how many people are depressed, crazy, AND completely lonely...?
Jul 26, 2004 at 09:24AM | Registered Commentermdog
Maria...I am all of the above! I'm admitting it though and that is a step in the right direction even if I'm taking many detours to get to my final destination. This is a chaotic feeling and I too, feel like the world will soon crash around me. I'm not the happy, positive, easy-going person I was in college. Life is so difficult, I don't even know what to do!
Jul 27, 2004 at 01:22PM | Unregistered CommenterJoy
girl, we need to get together again one of these days...
Jul 28, 2004 at 12:19AM | Registered Commentermdog
we love you whether you have it together or not. remember that His grace is sufficient for you and that [i]His[/i] strength is made perfect in [i]your[/i] weakness!
Jul 28, 2004 at 06:48PM | Unregistered Commenterlana

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